For the majority of the last year and a bit:
Me: I can do anything! I can do everything!
Most people I know: You should probably reconsider that.
Me: Pshaw! If I can handle X, then surely I can take on Y and Z at the same time!
Most people I know: That is probably a bad idea.
Well, I was almost right. I could do anything and everything right up to the point where I couldn't. Then I just needed to sit down for a while and stop expecting miracles - but unfortunately, that was the exact point where I needed to pull yet another miracle out of my hat (and, about 15 hours of well planned miracles, at that).
I was expecting the prac to be no more taxing than everything else I've been juggling - except I've still been juggling everything else while trying to do the prac.
Oddly enough, it didn't work.
I was offered the chance to keep pushing and hope for the best. I've decided to take a rain check on that. I'll kick myself for it later. Right now I'm sleeping a lot.
If there is one thing I've learnt over the years, nothing is as make-or-break as you think it is... unless you break. Right now, I'm going to give "not breaking" a shot. If I really care about this, I can make it up later.
“I'll think of it tomorrow, at Tara. I can stand it then... After all, tomorrow is another day.”
ReplyDelete― Margaret Mitchell, Gone with the Wind